Hello, it's me

Hello, it's me

I was wondering if after all these years 

You'd like to meet to go over everything 

They say that time's supposed to heal 

But I ain't done much healing

Hello, can you hear me?

I'm in California dreaming about who we used to be

When we were younger and free

I've forgotten how it felt before the world fell at our feet

There's such a difference between us

And a milion miles

Hello from the other side

I must've called a thousand times to tell you

I'm sorry for everything that I've done

But I call you never seem to be home

Hello from the outside

At least I can say that I've tried to tell

I'm sorry for breaking you heart

But it doesn't matter, it clearly doesn't tear you apart anymore

Hello, how are you?

It's so typical of me to talk about myself

I'm sorry, I hope that you're well

Did you ever make it out of that town

Where nothing ever happened?

It's no secret

That the both of us are running out of time

So hello from the other side

I must've called a thousand times to tell you

I'm sorry for everything that I've done

- Adele

Is it too late to say that I miss you? After you left,  I thought that everything would end and I would remember you, it took time, but I was right, for years I really didn't remember of you, but someday like an asteroid, a photo of you hit me and my world shook.

"I always wanted you both together", was a message of my friend.

My heart pounded, my body tensed, my eyes filled and my head turned.

"Never again", I said when you left, but as a flood, everything came out.

"I miss you", I whispered to myself.

"I never forgot you", I noticed.

"We fought a lot, the distance is the best thing", I tried to remember the reasons that made me don't like you.

"But only he pulls me out so many sincere smiles", I replied to myself. I get sad again. I wanted to cry.

"Did you already think that everything could be different if we had met at other time?", I asked looking the photo as if he could hear me. At this time I already cried.

Everything would have been different.

| October, 31, 2015 |